Hi. I'm really weird. I listen to creepy music and I wear strange clothes. My favorite shows are Doctor Who, Lost, Wilfred, Portlandia, Bob's Burgers, Teen Titans, and Regular Show. My favorite movies are Harry Potter, Star Wars, Jaws, Jurassic Park, Lord of the Rings, Back to the Future, Hanna, MirrorMask, and Hackers. I have green eyes and I’m 5’4”. I have naturally dirty-blonde hair, but I dye it pretty colors (It's actually black now). I have my ears stretched to 0g and my septum pierced.
I love being naked. No, that does not mean I tear off my clothes any chance I get or that I fuck every person I see. I simply love being nude, no clothes suffocating my body. Just to make a point, why do we wear clothes in the first place? If we got rid of the judgment and negativity that people have towards nudity, then what other reason would there be? To protect us from weather? Sure, but honestly, that's about it. The only other thing is the shame and disgust that people have about nakedness. We’re told that nudity and sex are horrible, nasty things and anyone who enjoys either is to be looked down upon. Please tell me, what is so disgusting about your body? OUR bodies? Can you not accept that you were born this way and we’re all naked under our clothes? There's just no denying that. There is nothing wrong with not wearing clothes. I hate being thought of as gross and trashy, because in reality, I'm far from it. I take pictures to document my body, my features and sex appeal. Don't get me wrong, I'm not full of myself and I'm not some egotistical bitch. I've only accepted the way I look and have become content with myself. I’m not ashamed of my body and I love hearing that there are people who appreciate it as much as I do. The only reason someone should be looking at a picture of a person naked differently than somebody clothed is to admire them. “To look at with pleasure, wonder, and approval.” Yeah.
Anonymous: On me and they would have believed that I had assaulted her for no reason ( I didn't know about the Viagra yet, just that I was walking around like a human compass for some reason) she blackmailed me into fucking her.
Anonymous: You not alone, I was technically "raped" myself. A girl I know somehow managed to slip crushed up Viagra into my Mountain Dew ( which now makes me violently sick anytime I try to drink it). She thought that sleeping with me would make me feel better since I had just gotten dumped. She had been advancing for hours and then cornered me and when I turned her down again she tried to slap me I caught her wrist and pushed her back, she busted her ass. At which point she threatened to call the cops
Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry. There’s so many messed up people in this world who do horrible things and have such bad intentions. It’s hard to avoid them sometimes because some people are so good at deceiving others, that’s why I’ve learned from my experiences to spend as much time as I can observing new people and staying cautious about that kind of stuff.
Anonymous: That is fucking horrifying. I know it doesn't change anything that has happened; but i am truly sorry :( x
thank you. I try moving on from all of the negative things that happen in my life, although I still feel like shit when stuff happens, I do my best to not think about them and to not hold onto my problems day after day. I’m getting better.
pinned up against walls and doors, yelled in the face, thrown over the shoulder, taken to his room, me yelling “no” and “stop” and “fuck off” while everyone else laughed because they thought it was all a joke. and then the word rape was actually banned in that house I lived in because of everything that happened. I took pictures a few nights after of what was left from the last time.
forteformybass: I don't like the word fine.. It usually means "I'm screaming on the inside and I just wont let it out." So are you okay?
Just stressing out about where I’m supposed to live. I’ve moved into four different places since July and each has been absolutely horrible. I was kicked out of my parent’s in October, after them taking half my paychecks from my new job and then not giving me back half of what they took like they promised, simply because they don’t like me. The next house I was beat up and technically “raped” like people are saying, there were 12 other teenagers living there. The house was covered in german cockroaches, just everywhere. The next house was closer to work, but they took money all the time from me besides what I paid for rent. There was 7 people living there. They called me strange and joked around about everything I did and went through all of my stuff even though I always had my door locked, they broke in. I was supposed to go back to the cockroach house a few days ago. I got off work two hours early one night so I could pack my stuff, but my friend who also works in the mall noticed I was upset and then offered me to live with him, with his girlfriend and one other roommate. So now I currently have their couch, but unfortunately, he just asked me a few nights ago as we were driving when I planned on finding somewhere else to live. I saw the look on his face and he really doesn’t want me there much longer it seems. So now in January I have to move out and live somewhere even further from work because it’s my only option and it’s just gonna really suck since I can’t resort to being homeless again. I’ve spent too many nights sleeping behind a gas station, keeping all of my stuff in the break-room at work. I’m sick and tired of being thrown around everywhere but I’ve already learned to just suck it up, deal with it, and make the best I can out of every situation.