Anonymous asked:
So the people you thought cared about you don't and life isn't the big wild adventure you want it to be. So what. Ge up, pick yourself off the ground and pull yourself together. This shit happens. To just delete your entire blog like this is stupid. You let people pick off apart of who you are with this blog. You allowed people to get to you so much that nobody even knows your adventures anymore. Pick yourself up and stop acting like it's in the end of the world. It's not even close.

People keep pushing me down, but anytime I’ve tried to defend myself, they make me seem like I’m the bad person.

Anonymous asked:
I mean this in the nicest way possible, but I don't think that coming back to florida, back to port charlotte, was a good thing to do...when you were off on your own in other states you seemed like you were doing pretty good. I don't know what happened to you to effect you this much, to make you delete everything you've ever posted on tumblr. but I really hope you're ok Alice.

Traveling means everything to me. Everyone tells me it’s stupid and irresponsible, but I had jobs everywhere I went and supported myself. I missed my few friends in Florida, but it turns out I had less than I thought. I’m stuck here for a little while. I just want to explore again. I want to do whatever I want without constantly getting put down for my decisions. I shouldn’t be told that I have to “settle down”, I have no reason to. I’m all by myself no matter where I go, so I have no reason to settle down at all. Some people don’t realize how powerful their negative words are. I’m feeling so destructive over myself. It’s to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore. It’s all my fault that I let it get to me and I feel ruined.

Anonymous asked:
Stop letting people get to you. You're stronger then that.

people treat me like I’m stupid and useless, yet they tell me I’m conceited and narcissistic. I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong.