People keep pushing me down, but anytime I’ve tried to defend myself, they make me seem like I’m the bad person.
Traveling means everything to me. Everyone tells me it’s stupid and irresponsible, but I had jobs everywhere I went and supported myself. I missed my few friends in Florida, but it turns out I had less than I thought. I’m stuck here for a little while. I just want to explore again. I want to do whatever I want without constantly getting put down for my decisions. I shouldn’t be told that I have to “settle down”, I have no reason to. I’m all by myself no matter where I go, so I have no reason to settle down at all. Some people don’t realize how powerful their negative words are. I’m feeling so destructive over myself. It’s to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore. It’s all my fault that I let it get to me and I feel ruined.
people treat me like I’m stupid and useless, yet they tell me I’m conceited and narcissistic. I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong.